New Car?

Hello everyone!

Just time for my biweekly update!

Well I have finally found my "mom" car. It is pretty awesome and we should be getting it for my birthday!!!
It is a 2013 Chevy Equinox! 

Its a pretty amazing car we have test drove a few.
I really do think its awesome :)

And I have found out recently whats actually wrong with my hip. I have a socket problem and my L4 and L5 are seriously messed up.  So 1 month of chiropractic appointments 2 times a week them 4 months of physical therapy.

Time for school

Good morning all <3

I have been racking my brain the last 3 months about what I should go back to school for. I have read up on everything that has ever interested me shared it with my Mr. and even talked to my mom about it. After all this time I have finally decided where I want to go with life. I plan on starting this year and by time I get out of the military in 2017 I should have my masters. Then I will continue until I have a PHD. That will take at least until 2020. 

So here is what I want to accomplish. A major in SOCIOLOGY and a minor in PSYCHOLOGY.

My plan is to work with the wounded warriors foundation. Or I want to work with families of military men and women. I know its a far off goal but in one way of form its what I have been wanting to do all my life. I just finally narrowed my true wants down and now I am putting it into action.


  And another little branch off of life. I had really REALLY REALLY been wanting a new web design for my blog but due to the timing and a lot of family issues I couldn't pay for the one I had wanted. So I just wanted to put a huge THANK YOU out to Utterly Chaotic Design. I have worked with her before and she really is the bees knees. And she is by far the best (and cheapest) graphic artist  in the blog world. So please go check her out if you are thinking about a new look. I am going to save as much as I can to get a design from her for my birthday gift to myself. 

Hello update

Thought I posted this... apparently I didnt :P



SO today is January 1st 2013.

My goal is to write more often and take my stresses out on someone other than my wonderful husband. Well in the last month I have gotten MARRIED! Ah the good life. I am living in my own place and I got two cats. I am so incredibly happy. However  I am having some issues with my hip. It has been killing me lately. huh. Not good.

I'm getting married.

That moment when everything changes…Nov 2^nd 2012 He proposed to me.

What it means:
No longer splitting up for 3 years!
We’re getting MARRIED!
Sooner rather than later.
He gets to come with me to my duty station. How exciting!

How he did it:

We were at a hotel for the weekend and he said “Remember that gift you got me last week?” I said “Yeah.” He said “I got you this.” I open the box to find…..NOTHING! That’s right he was playing with me. Then he gave me another box and it was open with my beautiful ring sitting pretty on the inside.

I cried. It was amazing.

So now everything about my blog is going to be different. Ah such is life J

Flu shot

Mandatory Flu shot…

3 simple words that killed my weekend. I was ordered to get my flu shot Wednesdays of last week, Thursday I woke up with a 102.3 temp and felt like someone hit my ass with a truck. Wooot? I think not, seeing as this last weekend was a 4 day weekend. So now I am still in the depths of sickness but I am back at work and doing great things.

Mr. and I had plans to go camping all weekend, didn’t happen due to my sickness (SORRY BABY). Never the less we had a wonderful time and he made me feel a lot better.  

I have a new blog design that I will be putting up around October 20^th so be on the lookout for that.

Nothing big to update on as of yet, some amazing things could be in the works for me though J

Sometimes shit happens

Sometimes shit happens and you can’t change it…this time frankly I don’t want to.

Turns out Mr. is now on limited duty for 6+ months because of his fractured legs. SHIT! Why the hell would I be happy about this? Well that means he won’t be leaving for his special job for over 6 months.  I wouldn’t be happy if I didn’t know he secretly doesn’t want to go. I know him and I know when he says “Think positive maybe I will fail from the school and not have to go.” In a joking voice. I KNOW  he really has no intentions on leaving. We have been talking about the outcome of me getting stationed with him or in another country, hell even being as far as California might suck (it would be better than another country though). I just really want him to be happy and safe. I fear him going on this job. It really makes me sad to think about.

 

Also I am in a really happy mood and have been for well over 4 days now. Maybe it’s the fact I have a long weekend coming up OR maybe it’s something else. Not sure what it is however I do know it’s a welcomed change from my depressed self.

Talked to my mom today and she told me how my family is doing. My baby cousin turns 6 this month and I am so sad I won’t be home to celebrate with my family. I plan on sending home some bomb ass gifts though.

Lets talk

My poor Mr. He has been getting the run around from his DR and it’s really starting to piss the poor man off. Today he is strait piss and vinegar. 

Something I haven’t told all of you is that I have decided to go see a therapist and talk about some of my issues. My panic attacks have been in full swing as of lately and I am not sure why, so today was my first day. I talked a little but not much. She seemed to understand and didn’t push me. It was nice to talk to someone who seemed to care about what I had to say. In the end though she said I looked utterly exhausted and she suggested I get more sleep. How do you explain to someone that the only time you get restful sleep is when you are beside someone who lives over 2 hrs away and you only see on some weekends…who by the way is leaving for up to 3years next year. I just told her I would “try”. Try being the key word.

 

In other happier news, I talked to my BestFriend last night for a while. She made me miss home and her a LOT. She is going through more bullshit than I am right now and the girl still gets out of bed with a smile on her face…most days. She really is the best.

 

Well that’s all for now my loves <3 keep it real.