Flu shot

Mandatory Flu shot…

3 simple words that killed my weekend. I was ordered to get my flu shot Wednesdays of last week, Thursday I woke up with a 102.3 temp and felt like someone hit my ass with a truck. Wooot? I think not, seeing as this last weekend was a 4 day weekend. So now I am still in the depths of sickness but I am back at work and doing great things.

Mr. and I had plans to go camping all weekend, didn’t happen due to my sickness (SORRY BABY). Never the less we had a wonderful time and he made me feel a lot better.  

I have a new blog design that I will be putting up around October 20^th so be on the lookout for that.

Nothing big to update on as of yet, some amazing things could be in the works for me though J

Sometimes shit happens

Sometimes shit happens and you can’t change it…this time frankly I don’t want to.

Turns out Mr. is now on limited duty for 6+ months because of his fractured legs. SHIT! Why the hell would I be happy about this? Well that means he won’t be leaving for his special job for over 6 months.  I wouldn’t be happy if I didn’t know he secretly doesn’t want to go. I know him and I know when he says “Think positive maybe I will fail from the school and not have to go.” In a joking voice. I KNOW  he really has no intentions on leaving. We have been talking about the outcome of me getting stationed with him or in another country, hell even being as far as California might suck (it would be better than another country though). I just really want him to be happy and safe. I fear him going on this job. It really makes me sad to think about.

 

Also I am in a really happy mood and have been for well over 4 days now. Maybe it’s the fact I have a long weekend coming up OR maybe it’s something else. Not sure what it is however I do know it’s a welcomed change from my depressed self.

Talked to my mom today and she told me how my family is doing. My baby cousin turns 6 this month and I am so sad I won’t be home to celebrate with my family. I plan on sending home some bomb ass gifts though.

Lets talk

My poor Mr. He has been getting the run around from his DR and it’s really starting to piss the poor man off. Today he is strait piss and vinegar. 

Something I haven’t told all of you is that I have decided to go see a therapist and talk about some of my issues. My panic attacks have been in full swing as of lately and I am not sure why, so today was my first day. I talked a little but not much. She seemed to understand and didn’t push me. It was nice to talk to someone who seemed to care about what I had to say. In the end though she said I looked utterly exhausted and she suggested I get more sleep. How do you explain to someone that the only time you get restful sleep is when you are beside someone who lives over 2 hrs away and you only see on some weekends…who by the way is leaving for up to 3years next year. I just told her I would “try”. Try being the key word.

 

In other happier news, I talked to my BestFriend last night for a while. She made me miss home and her a LOT. She is going through more bullshit than I am right now and the girl still gets out of bed with a smile on her face…most days. She really is the best.

 

Well that’s all for now my loves <3 keep it real.